Happy Birthday Little Girl.

I don't want to NOT miss her. I don't want her value as a friend to lessen to me. I don't want to forget that I'm missing out on having someone wonderful in my life...

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I often wonder where she is, what she's doing, if she's smiling, if she's stressed, does she wake up with a smile, how long I'll have to wait,

and if she sometimes thinks of me.

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People have looked at my photos and told me that I'm living every man's dream. Beautiful women let me take nude photos of them; And I don't even have to pay them or buy them anything. lol

I'm proud of some of my stuff. Most of it. But really, that stuff seems pretty meaningless sometimes.

A lot of the time.

I'd rather have something meaningful, and no nude photos.

Much rather.

Oh Little Girl...

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I miss her a whole lot.

It sucks. Not a day goes by I don't think that it would be a better one with her around.

She's pretty fantastic; Creative, beautiful, silly, kind, and kinda squeaky first thing in the morning.

She's my favorite reason to smile, and I've been lacking that reason for far too long.

Fly me to the moon...

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